Making fast decision

In life we always given a choice in what we will do. Or mostly there are multiple choice. Fast decision and wise perhaps would make the choice quite difficult to handle in most people. They would presume that choices is a headache. Some choose to think for a while then they can make perfect decision. To be a smart man, the choice we would want to make must be both fast and wise. Well we mostly have our own situation where the path we must choose was kinda flurry and we need to be fast or else the one chance will just fade away.

I encounter a lot of decision especially in engineer life. That one include terminate people that we cant trust anymore or wrong doing. Bosses always teach me not to feel sorry for them. Its their business anyway. If i'm the owner of the factory i wouldnt know what cruel and sorry decision i would make. Me myself always make the same mistake including lack of english writing or vocabulary thing. They say i already improve but i dont think im that much.

Frankly in speaking may be yes, i can speak faster english now maybe cuz too much conversation with the chinese bosses. They wont approve if you communicate with them in malay language. Nway i already out of topic talking about english. haha.

Nway, i'm at home now..helping my father in his business. What makes me heart attack is he asking me to work with him at the point when i already been offered by bosses in my industrial training factory. Most of them ask just work with your father you dont have to worry anything. But i guess that just a random opinion. Only me know the real reason why and why not. Izzit about proving i can live with myself with myself without other helps. Or izzit about the status. Not to mention the paycheck is small compared to what my father would offer. My head is full of cloud..am i able to do the markerting manager job and increase the business profit. Or am i just a mere fresh engineer.

The BIG dream

Kejayaan seseorang itu bergantung kepada angan2? ye lah kalau kita tidak berangan-angan macam mane kita nak wat plan kan?kalo x de plan macam mane nak lakukan tindakan. Cam cite2 jgk biar bercita2 yg besar. Kalo pun x dpt gapai bintang dilangit dpt cecah awan pun jdlah..haha..dlm hidup aku ni..banyak sangat persimpangan dan cabang2 yang aku nak pilih dan tempuh..haih..penat tuk aku wat keputusan. Bukan penat sampai berpeluh..cuma letih dari segi nak fikirkan baik buruk. Better solat je wat pilihan kn. Hm..let it go first. aku pun x mau wat keputusan terburu. Sorang engineer pernah ckp kat aku engineer kene wat keputusan dan tindakan dengan cepat.. Tp aku x nak dengar dlu nasihat ini.. aku nak wat fikir masak2 br wat keputusan..It about my future anyway..haih..family business..

Time to get matured!!!

I used to read some science book back when i was in high school. It true that girls are much more mature and independent if we compared to a boy same age. Is it the hormone that makes the girl mature?I totally unaware cuz I'm the boy whose immature compared to this girl. This makes me regret the rest of my life.

I used to blame myself for being imperfect. Its the family background and what my mother want in me. I can say that my mother was and still a powerful impact towards my attitude and road of life. Its her concern and strict rules make who i am today. I dont know who am i today if it wasnt with her scold and my dad anger. But then there also some other impact to my attitude with my mother condemn. I hardly find myself satisfied of what i done no matter how good i am. I strive for the best. Then disappointed because my mother wont praise me not even smile. I dont know her strategy to teach me back then but now i know. If we use to feel satisfied of what we do we wont improve. We get used to it and that just it. The feeling of unsatisfied of our work will makes us always do better and better. I guess everyone have thier own different story to tell. My friend always say that im the lucky one,but deep inside me i wont agree i get it all but i still lost of finding love. I stop searching the job because I already get one but the job tackle my life. Engineer often busy and i am that busy. I dont know how many month i can pull this engineer life cuz my father already asked me to work with him and offer great deal. Im confuse and i prove nothing to my mum, plus i dont know if im lucky or not. I just pray that i'll always stay on this true straight line of Allah swt way no matter im in luck or not.

Hard To find Work

The economy crisis on 1997-1998 did'nt concern me at all. i'm just a child back then. Ive been flattering around. Busy with bla-bla chatting and keep ignoring the fact that some group fail and bow down on their knee.

Now i'm in the middle of big crisis worse than back in 1997. Its really hard to find a job even for a guy like him. Or me? It shouldnt be a problem i thought of myself. But then the reality now we all need to realize how bad the situation is. Deep inside me i'm kindda affraid too. This challenge me a lot and i'm barely stand with it. hope that things will go well for me.. amin

heh lame x update

Busy2 with work. I never ever thought that working condition is so much stress and tension compared with study time.. thus i wanna write my rutin here so that you'all know hows the working life...feels like yeah!

6.55 am. woke up, subuh, take a bath.(biase aku tgu member aku masuk bilik air dlu br bgn)
7.45 am. driving to work already.
5.40pm suppost the (industrial trainning working hour finished but i stay back doing unfinished work)
7.45pm drive home
8.25pm having dinner at sri kayu or b.b. steak house.
9.30pm drive home
11.00pm sleep

what a bored and tension life in the working days..sometimes i felt like i dont have any 'life'.

thus.. during weekend :

8.00am-10.00am : Do the laundry..(kene bsh pakai tangan le)
10.00am-4.00pm : cybercafe sometimes, lepaking at foodstall..or going to bb bowling
10.00pm-12.00am :EPL futsal or All Star futsal (RawanG)
1.00am-2.00am : Lepaking at sri kayu or b.b. steak house.

then stressly think about monday morning again.. :(
deep in my heart..i say...i dont think i suit for this presure lifestyle..

Xmau balik...

Bestnye cuti kat umah.. semalam aku baru balik dari Queenbay lepak dengan Iqbal Sinclair. Kami lepak2 tengok wayang. Iqbal ni Li kat Intel Corp. Kiteroang tukar2 cite even xde masa. Tp aku suh dia datang jugak ke Queenbay. Bal yang br balik keje terus datang ke Queenbay. Kiteroang tengok Underworld 3 (Rise of the lycan), Layan gak le citer ni sayang awek hero tu mati. Rupe-rupenye Underworld 3 ni flashback punye cerita. Start macam mane warewolf second generation jadi. Ape-apehal pun korank kenelah tgk cite ni br paham. Lepas abez tgk wyg perut pun merase lapar, Iqbal ajak g KFC tp aku ajak ke Zubaidah. Boikotlah sket sementara waktu ni. Walaupun mgidam nak makan McDonald's huhu. Nyum2. Kiteroang lepak mamak Bal belanje aku. Memang best. Kalo dpt Li kat Intel mmg cun cuz Li dapat alaun RM 800 beb. Banyak lagi dari APM, um citer punye citer sambil layan Puaka Niang Rapik episod last dah kul 10.oo mlm. Aku pulang naik highway PLUS balik ke rumah. Iqbal balik ke umah sewa di Kulim.

Esok aku akan balik ke Rawang. Wonder if aku dapat pasang tenet kat umah aku ke x. Heh..susahlah kalo x de tenet. Camne nak update blog.

I'm back at last..

U never know how much i miss this blog. Damn i miss u so mmuch!!!. I miss to write and write everything i can think of and what burst out of my mind. What stop me? DOING THE INDUSTRIAL TRAINING!. Getting out of college seem excited? u'd better think about that again. Everything start at level zero. Everything need to buy and no one cares about ur safety except u urself.

I remember when i first step at Bukit Beruntung. Jalan Seroja. Its 11 December 2008. Thursday. The house we rent look like haunted. I've seen dog shit at the front door. During our first night the electricity suddenly cut. It happened to be our first night. Not to mention the grass on our house was as tall as me. We recite yassin during that dark night. I sleep tiredly without mattress. We (me with Acai) sleep on the floor.

Lucky for us the rental company cares about our complaint and take immediate action. They cut the grass and repair the electricity. We samak our room. Then the next day all of the double story house.

On sunday most of our housemate come. its all 8 of us. I got offer from APM . Acai got offer from FUJISEATS. Basically we're tha same company. So acai ride with me. Plus with Kerol (hemster) Suhairy (ex YDP UMP), Wan Ganu, Sapuan T-REX, Husni, Aiman Silat. All of us wake up early that day. Getting ready all of us decide to wear just collar t-shirt. At first we'd been introduce to the company policy. I listened and took note. Then we been brought around the company department. I feel blank. Everything they explained didnt stick inside my mind. Its too much for one whole day. I just come back from Aussie. I need to focus now i keep remind myself.

One day over. The next day & couple weeks after was the day that i learned. Imagine of a degree holder doing the operator work for 3 week. That me! & some of my friend! They even worse. Acai gotta stay in the line (seat line assembly operator for more than a month) did we really ask for this type of industrial training & being paid RM 600 per month? Nope.
Did we ever complaint to university faculty? Nope.
We do learn.
In other prospect. I'll tell u why later..kay nk p mkan sat