November Rain (2008)

It become almost a year now. The memories itself already celebrate the first anniversary. Peoples changes or should i say move forward. Walk alone at their chosen or destined path. Despite that we do share something in common which called friendship.

In november 2008, it was the raining season in east side of the country. We are included. I watch the heavy rain pouring down at gambang hostel. The dark cloud still surrounding the sky like never give any chance for the sun to shine.
The dripping rain to the leaf look like the tree crying without sobbing. Yes that is our mood. We know soon we might not see each other. We gonna leave this college where we were gathered unintentionally know each other and become best friend. We share our joy and laugh, we help each other and sometime we argue to each other. But never in our heart we betray this pure friendship. We honour our similarities & put a side the differences. We were grouped as one. Rocai dominate the ump'an. we talk the same channel. We are very proud and people all over the world acknowledge our existence. We are at the peak of our glory.

Sadly the time envy us..like sky in november..it cloud our heart with sadness it bring the news of these day gonna end soon.

Today i dedicate and share this feeling to who ever know the rocai group existence. We are a part but our memories remains the same.

no holes burried

Jom Konvoi gi Konvo

Salam and good day to all,

The convocation is very soon. Thus a proper plan must be establish and ready perhaps some of us didnt pay the konvo fee yet. (that include me huhu)

Here i wanna suggest of a konvoi for graduate from kuala lumpur. Student who drive a car or motorcycle. Who know that some of our clique works or live very near and we could arrange a car pull.

1. Recommend for a konvoi ( motocycle and car owner ) for all ump grad and esecially for BMA student for a greater and safe journey.

2. To create some connection or new form of networking towards ump grad.

3. Just to enjoy


Date : 2 oct 2009
Day : Friday
Time : Around 12 noon
Place : before kuantan tol (gombak)

Any disagreement please comment we still can change the schedule.

regards,

Hafierul Hafiz

owner
fierul.blogspot.com

My new bos

Heh i never thought of heavy work load or multi task before. I watch House MD as i like the drama very much. Its quite similar to my work place. As an engineer i need to do multi task. Its kindda gift for woman to do multi task. I tell you why, a woman can do many things at one time. They can cook delicious food and watch a movie or drama. They can do their laundry and mumble about new gossip with their friend.& Thats call natural talent. I on the other hand a guy who concentrate with one job as to perfect it like most guy would do. Multi task is the only way to level up. That what i learn from my deputy general manager. Thus i got no choice.

I tried few month. The progress kindda slow. Now come new bos which i dont really like. She entitle as senior general manager which pretty much higher than me, my 1st bos and my 2nd bos. So time come and i talked to her and she comment a lot including question about my ability to handle this issue. Of cause at this moment its very hard for us to perform well as we're unstable due to lack of enforcement by our line leader and supervisor which then directly report to me....huhhh....So it is me....izzit my problem then?this would also affecting my increment and bonus as well.

Deeply i think im better off..looking inside..of a murano..than only the outside of it..
maybe i will make my move sooner than what i planned.

Majaico

The Majaico program just finished today evening. The majaico stand for Malaysian Japanese Automotive Industry Corporation. The majaico program has been agreed by both government under Malaysian-Japan economic agreement. Nevertheless as fresh graduate and part of being stupidly according to own mind set to set up a factory. APM (Autoparts Manufacturers Co. Snd Bhd) send me as representative for APM Seat Assembly division.

Before first day
"I know u know all this things but u didn't have proper training. Thus it is good for you to join this program". You wanna go?

Erk.. I think best answer is silent. Yeah both answer yes or no would mean a lot as the question is been asked by Deputy General Manager, Mr Yew Teck Soon.

I say... "if i go i'm worried that i must brought back something for the company".
I just blindly say these word to prevent longer silent. Yeah i know he wanna read my opinion. (like i wanna give up that easily!).

"No..no need to worry about the presentation just as long as you have the knowledge"
"anyway u need to attend a few times than its okay"
"It is good i think they serve lunch" Mr Yew usha paper majaico.

"Sir i'm fasting sir on that day" laju je aku jawab..dalam hati eh die ni x tau ke aku pose.

"Oh really? hehehe". General Manager sengih mcm kerang busuk. Aku pun join skali sekadar untuk same2 sengih bagi die x rase malu sangat.

First day
Hmm kat mana tempat ni..Matrade? Tingkat 20?Malas nak bukak email pasal majaico ni la akibatnye. Hai xper Eric-san ade. Cari eric dlu. Baru aku bukak pintu kereta eric dah tunggu kat depan station bas kawasan Matrade.

"Hey Mr Eric morning!, how r u?"
"Good, hey hafiz"
"Wah u came here early"
"Ye lah I pun x tau jalan nanti datang lambat masalah pulak haha"

Mati akal nak borak dengan Port Klang plant manager. Aku terus kias tanye soalan cepu emas. Dengar cerita eric dah xnak tolong kilang aku hmm macam mane nak kias ni. Haa..

"So port klang production for export quit high?"
"Yeah,for REM we're getting out of hand already that why, so now we need to concentrate on our production la kan"
"Oh okay i understand, nway QA judgment also lousy"
"Tu la pasal" haih...

First masuk kat tingkat 20. Lalu bilik CEO, oh mcm ni rupenye bilik CEO matrade. Besarnye ruang ade secretary kat depan pintu lg. Heh what type of job did he do eh? Nampak relax jer mcm main computer jer. Usha sket name. Borhan Sidik. Oh mcm pernah dengar...tp dimana ya?

Masuk kelas. Mr Nakashima-san bg ceramah. Oh bleh ckp omputih jugak Mr Nakashima ni..best2. TPS..LPS sumer aku catat..this stuff is really in my job field. X bleh miss lah nnt nak explain kat workers. Then first day sumer psal teory and pasal LPS (Lean Production System) equal to TPS (Toyota Production System). Dah banyak kali aku dengar cume kali lg br lagi faham. Lame x g kelas dengar lecturer bagi lecture..Haih x mengantuk pun.. Mungkin sebab rindu nak duk dalam lecture hall lame2. Hehe

"I'm not good in english..so i speak Japanlish" Hehe tergelak jugak dengar care Mr Nakashima bg ceramah.
"Okay..evorybody already know... Now we wanna starto for the calculation. So evorybody pluese answer the questionn."

Eh la ade test ka..memang rindu zaman wat test2 ni..tp dah frozen mind ni mcm ner hee..jawab je la..


End of first day..

Tan Chong Motor

Skrg ni aku agak benci kereta dari nissan atau Tan Chong. Tp murano nissan jugak.. Hm xpe sebab Tan Chong x sentuh keta tu. Seat kereta X11J (nissan grand livina) paling aku x suke. Banyak sangat tan chong complaint pasal seat kete tu padahal aku dah wat yang terbaik untuk jage seat tu. Ingat senang nak wat seat kereta. Kalo pandai sangat complaint Tan Chong wat sendiri la seat kereta tu. Tension2...minggu ni xpasal2 aku keje xde cuti.

Mgntuknye...saye tido dlu.

Khalimah Cinta

Terdetik dalam ingatan aku saat-saat remaja yang penuh dengan rona2 cinta. Heh salahkah bercinta dizaman remaja?berdosakah?terlalu mudakah? teori sains sendiri mengatakan sejak sebelum dilahirkan lagi manusia sudah mempunyai perasaan. Baru tahu? sejak kita dalam kandungan lagi kita sudah mempunyai perasaan ingin tahu, dan mempunyai naluri sendiri. Itu yang membuatkan kita menjadi makhluk paling istimewa dimuka bumi ini. Cinta tiada salah pun asalkan tidak menggangu pelajaran kerana dengan pelajaran itu sajelah yang dapat membeli masa depan. Aku teringat karangan peperiksaan PTD essay bahasa inggeris aku (aku baru lepas g exam ptd sabtu lepas haih rase nak kantoi ade), aku cerita mengenai study and successful person. Most of successful person is via academic background, how far is this true? Ye lah untuk jadi seorang yang berjaya cara yang paling senang dan mempunyai insuran adalah dengan belajar dan berjaya dalam akedemik. Itu ade insurant betul. Ilmu memang tidak bleh dijual beli kepada suatu manusia yang berilmu dengan manusia lain. Dengan ilmu orang bayar atau syarikat bayar gaji aku setiap bulan. Mungkin setengah orang akan ckp aku salah, untuk jadi orang berjaya x semestinya dengan bidang akedemik sahaja, berape ramai usahawan2 yang berjaya dalam muka bumi ini tidak ade satu ijazah pun sedang yang orang yang mempunyai bergulung2 ijazahpun x sekaya mereka. Ye betul jugak! tapi aku cakap pasal insuran, business x de insuran, bile2 mase saje bleh down dan langit x selalu cerah. adekala hujan pasti turun. Lambat atau cepat saje.

Mungkin cinta tidak akan dipersalahkan sekarang. X mungkin sepasang kekasih remaja akan menyalahkan cinta sekiranya mereka gagal peperiksaan pengal tahun. Atau peperiksaan akhir tahun? atau SPM itu sendiri? tak akan mereka akan menyalahkan pasangan masing2 sekiranya mereka lalai atau alpa atau terlampau asyik bercinta dengan gayutnya dengan msgnya dengan masa yang terbuangnya sehingga mereka tidak ade masa mengulangkaji pelajaran. Mungkin juga tidak ada fokus dalam study?. Ye x kan sekarang, tapi macam mana pula akan setahun kemudian selepas spm? dua tahun kemudian selepas spm? bila melihat kawan2 yang berjaya masuk university? berjaya menjadi doctor, dentist, pharmacist, engineer,accountant,corporate lady? Masa itu terdetik rase sesal tidak melakukan SPM dengan bersungguh2, terlampau asyik dibuai cinta sehingga menepikan pelajaran. Haih, ketika itu baru terasa bodoh dengan ketidakmatangan. Bodoh yang terlewat. Dimulut x pernah mengaku salah dan sesal. Di hati siapa yang tahu.

Aku fikir....sesungguhnya SPM itu cukup senang sekadar untuk menguji kematangan pelajar itu sahaja. Bukan menguji kepandaian pun, kematangan sahaja. Sesiapa yang lebih matang dari kawan2 mereka pasti berjaya.
*matang ini mesti dalam bentuk kebolehan menilai yang mana dahulu, yang mana lebih penting. Yang mana perlu untuk serius. Yang mana perlu konsentrasi. Yang mana perlu lebih study. Yang mana tahap cinta. Yang mana untuk masa depan. Yang mana perlu disiplin. Orang berjaya ialah orang yang apabila bercinta pun(couple) dia lebih mencintai diri sendiri (masa depan diri sendiri)
daripada mencintai pasangan.


Dedicate this to hana.
study hard
get mature! hehe

With love,

A moment to remember..

The name is still there at the place where im not authorize to alter it or to delete it. Their picture stick for ever full with memories and make everyone in the world envy it. It is the one that i cant solve the problem and makes me stand this tall to forget.

I lost something in my life that cant be compared to any things in this world nor can be replace with similar value. It just like a grass in a football field where i want to find the finest grass, even where i already found it, i hope and chase for better grass later i just ignore the one i pick up. It just something ungraceful things and it can cost you your life. Admit is and improvement so with my life.

Here where nobody would read my clumsy blog i wanna reveal it. The promise that I made to myself to let it go away and pray to Allah swt that i will be a better person. (much much better from now) I pray that i will have strong relationship with Allah swt so that he can help me in every aspect of mah life. People like me will of cause do a lot of mistake but from now onward i want to do the kaizen of mah life. (continue to improve).

This moment where i put the full stop to it. Put a dot to it. This is black and white.I stop chase the blue moon where i cant possibly reach even see. I truly, frankly give up and fall to the lowest ground humbly, perhaps with these i see and open my eyes to other divine and shine grass that would create or turn into beautiful flower as bright future waits ahead.